we had been searching for worlds & i’d been screaming your name but my lungs were raw, you were no where to be found. the sky changed colours from pink to grey to the end of another tiresome day. my limbs ached with the weight of an existence without you & i could hear them creak loudly with each step i took. everything inside me was fighting its way out, trying to escape their inevitable deaths because without hope there is nothing, nothing, nothing at all.
"If you were to press your heart close up against somebody else’s heart eventually your hearts will start beating at the same time. And two little babies in an incubator, their hearts will beat at the same time. Love that. So if you have somebody in your life that is prone to anxiety, like myself, and if you happen to be a calm person, you could come up and hug me heart to heart and my heart hopefully would slow to yours. And I just love that idea. Or maybe yours would speed up to mine. But either way, we’ll be there together."